vhalen18

Walter

32 Watchers46 Deviations

12.5K

Pageviews

Latest Deviations

See all

My End by vhalen18, literature

Literature

My End

I lived my life in illusions and You had your kicks So what You had nothing else to do You shoved your beliefs down My throat I'm through There's nothing left for you And you were never my friend Since childhood's end It was only a dream I lived You don't have to pretend That this is my end I tried to let you know How I felt But you don't care I gave up in expressing Myself Since no one cares Welcome to my end.

Why Cant We by vhalen18, literature

Why by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Why

Why do I bother talking to you You never seem to care I want someone to pay attention But you just turn your head This pain I hide inside Why do I bother to try Your insignificant lives took my pride I now have nothing left to hide You wanted to see the real me Do you still want to now? All I hide is my hatred for mankind I cannot hate you any more though You raped my pride from the inside Now I know how it feels to be you

Voice by vhalen18, literature

Try by vhalen18, literature

Trust by vhalen18, literature

Thoughtless by vhalen18, literature

The End by vhalen18, literature

Literature

The End

I can go on no more I bet you will not care I WILL end my life Will you even be there? I never wanted to end my life But you give me no choice I trusted you like a brother A brother I never had The end is here for me Do you even care? Life never gave me anything And my friends were not even there Goodbye evil world Your world hates who I am You agree with the world don't you But will you agree when I die?

Temporary Love by vhalen18, literature

Tell Me Why by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Tell Me Why

Girl why do you play me like this I devote my life to you Please stop treating my this way I have had enough Girl try to understand my feelings I thought that we would be together Please tell me why you don't love me I only wanted you to share this special Moment with me I never meant to do you any harm Why do you like torturing me? Please take my heart with you I want to be with you forever girl

See All

Featured Gallery

See all

Drift Away No. 2 by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Drift Away No. 2

Drift Away I know you may not want to But listen to what I say Losing you to this would be worthless Please don't drift away Take your time Find yourself But don't lose sight Of those you trust I hope you take this advice Do not drift away Find it in yourself Please listen to what I say You have meant so much to so many Don't throw it all away I hope that you won't fall away Come back to where you belong

Burning Me by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Burning Me

Burning Me I tried to let it go But it burned too much of me Oh why can't you just see The hate inside is burning me Trying to conceal it on the outside Letting it burn on the inside I thought my past hate was gone Found out I kept it all along Why wont my friends help Sometimes I wish I could just go Away from all the hate inside That took away all of my pride It is burning me inside Leaving me nowhere to hide Wishing I could crawl away and die It (you) have left me with no pride.

Over This Again by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Over This Again

Over This Again Trying to be who you want me to be I don't know if I can Feeling pressure from the outside Trying to cave me in Do you want a perfect friend? I don't want to go over this again Feeling it rise up Boiling over This hate inside is slowly fading But why wont it die Leavind me I could understand Just walk away and go Friends are a thorn that wont go away They stick and try to decay I thought we've been over this again

The Exposure of Self Pt. 1 by vhalen18, literature

Literature

The Exposure of Self Pt. 1

I feel that sometimes I try too hard to be your friend. I don't know how to heal the wounds I have caused. I feel I do not belong I feel like I have wronged You and all that we stood for I think I hide my true self from all Well, here I am to expose all I am in constant torment from you all Fearing that I might fall Into the world of lies and hate Trying to live with all this fate Peace no longer exists for me Trying too hard to be I still want to try to be friends But this may lead to our eventual end Don't know how long I can take it Feeling like I really should fake it Fake it for the lies Fake it for the truth Fake it f

Closer to the End by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Closer to the End

The time is coming When we must part Boiling out of this thing called a heart The hate filling every pore Soon my time will be no more It's closer to the end Yet you were always my friend Your serrated edge gleams in the light As I draw to the night Friends have left a vacant spot You are all I have left Will you miss me if I go You never let your feelings show Your sharp blade cuts through the skin I wonder if I should let you in

Body With No Name by vhalen18, literature

Remembering by vhalen18, literature

Literature

Remembering

Trying to remember the days When you were still there Always laughing Always smiling You I could rely on To give a kind word But now your echo Speaks louder than words I wasn't there to say goodbye I wish I had one last chance The world was a better place When you were here But now you're gone Now it's cold in here I'll always remember your smile I'll remember your laugh I couldn't say goodbye then It surely was a sin So now I can finally do it So I'll just say it now Goodby dear Jen Till we meet again

Watchers 32

See all

snaile

MoscaIsAFgt

Anubis187

IRON-0XIDE

Joseph-W-Johns

BustyShinRaSOLDIER

Darka94

0wc4

Jenova-89

teutzateo

Blue-Froggy

enter-the-nerd

Watching 239

See all

capn-gary

Ophelia-Overdose

WojciechDziadosz

realityDream

NiilasAnteArt

warnaiman

DLShowtime

Nate-Zeman

nikosalpha

xeneras

idaniphotography

Ganassa

Evil-Uke-Sora

NanjoKoji

gonehorsey101

About vhalen18

See all

United States
Deviant for 19 years
He / Him

Badges

My Bio

Current Residence: USA
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Southern Rock/Classic Rock Country
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Shell of choice: Alien
Favourite cartoon character: Hank Hill, Dilbert and Garfield

Favourite Movies

The Alien series

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Johnny Cash

Favourite Writers

Tom Clancy, Vince Flynn, Robert Ludlum and Frank Herbert

Favourite Games

Call of Duty Series

Favourite Gaming Platform

360

Other Interests

Music, Games, Movies, Books

Posts

See all

vhalen18

Nov 6, 2008

R.I.P.

0 min read

https://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,447384,00.html A tragedy in the reading world.  You will be missed. Michael Crichton 1942 - 2008 https://www.michaelcrichton.net/

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

vhalen18

Dec 29, 2007

Symphony of Destruction

0 min read

Been playing my 3 Guitar Hero games and this still is my favorite song out of all of the games. Symphony of Destruction - Megadeth - Countdown to Extinction You take a mortal man And put him in control Watch him become a god Watch people's heads a'roll A'roll... Just like the Pied Piper Led rats through the streets We dance like marionettes, Swaying to the symphony... Of destruction Acting like a robot Its metal brain corrodes. You try to take its pulse, Before the head explodes. Explodes... The earth starts to rumble World powers fall Awarring for the heavens, A peaceful man stands tall. Tall...

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

vhalen18

Aug 24, 2007

The case against the UN

0 min read

Within striking distance from Ground Zero sits a smoldering international cauldron, the United "Abominations" as it were. Born to prevent wars, it froze in the face of disaster and stood silent while terrorization to hostage of the world In a mire of hypocrisy, the U.N. ignores sex crimes by its "blue helmets", and enables terrorism; so in the end it's failed and the U.N. is where our so-called friends get to stab us in the back and we pay 22% of their tab to host our enemies here at home. Ambassadors from countries enjoy otherwise known as a catastrophe, enjoy Diplomatic immunity living in Manhattan, while their children are turned into